想你 6

今天，我不小心割伤了自己。
流了一点血。
感到一点痛。

DESPAIR

I think I should go and sleep and give up waiting.
I think I should go and sleep and forget about everything.

Because nothing ever happens,
and nothing will, in time.

Blow, Wind, Blow

It's such a cold day today.
I am so tired because I did not have enough to sleep
and empty because I did not have enough to eat.

A cold wind blows.

Some darkened clouds strolled by to say hello.
Like neighbours passing by.
My collar brushing against my neck,
waving back...

The wind blows,
so,
I hide in a somewhat corner, by myself.

Blow, wind, blow...

Watching the grass move and bend in the wind comforts me.
Watching the lazy birds flap less in the wind comforts me.
Watching everything with my hair away from my face
in the wind comforts me.

Blow, wind, blow.

Hey.
Bring me with you.
Bring me away.
For a little while...
For a longer while.

Blow, wind, blow.

Its nice when you are in a good mood,
when you are kind and we are quiet,
when we are restful when I am tired,
when you are feeling fine.

Blow, wind, blow.

Blow on before the sun sets,
Blow on before I have to go.
Blow on before we have to remember,
Blow on before we forget.

Let us steal a little time,
let me run away with you,
I am so tired
and empty,
let me run away with you
for a longer while,
please,
blow, wind, blow.

Sleep lesser still

Yesterday, I thought, and I think I know why I don't like to sleep early.

The earlier I sleep, the sooner tomorrow will come.
Today will end, tomorrow will come. I don't want tomorrow to come.

So, I wait up.
Hour after hour.
Aggravating disappointment.

Maybe this is keeping faith.

Forever is too much.

The Reckless Sleeper

"...mystery means nothing..."

(The wait is not in vain.)

Sleep lesser

Nothing happened again.
I'm too sleepy to wait anymore.

Tomorrow then!