i still haven't found what i was looking for

i still haven't found what i was looking for i searched and searched and i went down on my knees and face to look in corners and obscure places i must have kept it somewhere safe because it is so important or quite important i should have started looking earlier then it might have been easier to recall where i hid it it is frustrating i do not know if i can report a loss even i might have dropped it accidentally what if someone else finds it it is driving me crazy that i still haven't found what i was looking for!

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please don't feel bad about yourself.
all you need is some coffee.

She 2

She looked into the mirror
at those black mascara clumps
and removed them with horror
and her fingers and her thumbs.